Sunday, April 13, 2008

So i used to think my life was good, i mean i had it all. When i was younger, i was always the kid who took frequent holidays to Bombay to have my fun and frolic i still love to indulge in, as well as took a holiday to a new place every year in an attempt to have a better life that my parents could give me at the time. Graduated from a decent college, had a good or rather fabulous lifestyle while at it, good parents, a super brother and then it all came to a halt just before Christmas 2007..........All without even a hint of a warning!
From having it all, in a matter of days, my life went to Nothing at all!
My dad was diagnosed with a very terminal illness and heck, hes still suffering the repurcussions of that one. Initially, i never understood and valued my parents as they deserved, sure i had my days when i was over generous and all out there with my love for them, however it was after this jolt that i woke up to realise that its like this, Your people you treasure most ~ here today, poof tomorrow!
Such is life, when you have it all over you, and its at reachable distance one never indulges in it, just give it a minute to fade and you want it more than ever.........
Rather late, however thankfully i have learnt, live for the day, love for your life! Dont ever be afraid to tell people you care how you care about them! Love and its intensity is a good thing but what's better is your passion about the same!
Today as i look on life, i cant help but smile for all the times i've been outright and told my friends, family and many an acquaintence too at times how they have moulded my life in such a good way..................For those of you who know me, thanks for getting to see the real me, i love it and i love you more and for those who dont know me, im not what you presume i maybe, come see firsthand who I am...............
Lastly to all those out there, who dont hear it or see it from me enough, I LOVE YOU and VALUE OUR RELATIONSHIP, whatever the status of it is!


PS - To the person who got me started on this site, Thanks Pooja, this is not the first good thing, it all started with our friendship all the way back in the day! You and I know what that is all about, to the rest, well keep guessing ;-)........